I became acquainted with Mary of Egypt through Kathleen Norris's book The Cloister Walk. She is a a saint better known in the Orthodox world. According to her Vita, Mary was a girl who came to the city of Alexandria from the country found out she had an outrageous taste for sex. She loved to have so with so many men and in so many ways that, though she was a prostitute, she would take no pay. She preferred to to make her living by begging and weaving flax. After seventeen years of this, she decided to make a pilgrimage to the Holy Land, and sold her sexual favors to the pilgrims on the ship in order to pay for her passage. Once in Jerusalem, she attempted to enter the Holy Sepulcher, but was barred by a force of holiness that repelled her sinfulness. She had to repent before and image of the Blessed Virgin before she was allowed in, and when entered the church a voice told her that if she crossed the Jordan she would find glorious rest. This she did, becoming an ascetic for the rest of her life.
This is a ridiculous story.
No whore, no matter how much she loved pleasure, would turn down her living to beg on the streets. This is a portrait of a woman of unregulated and almost demonic desires. If we were taking it seriously, we could say she was someone who, coming to a strange city, had suffered from sexual abuse and dealt with it by becoming a nymphomaniac. We could even say she was delivered from this cycle of sexual slavery by meeting good Christian souls who counseled her into a life of holiness and ended her demonic drive for sex. But we are not taking this story seriously, This is a common fantasy of hagiographies told by men who fear sex as much as they long for it. Such stories wind their way not only into Christianity, but Buddhism as well, To read Mary's story as I just did is to give it too much credit.
No whore, no matter how much she loved pleasure, would turn down her living to beg on the streets. This is a portrait of a woman of unregulated and almost demonic desires. If we were taking it seriously, we could say she was someone who, coming to a strange city, had suffered from sexual abuse and dealt with it by becoming a nymphomaniac. We could even say she was delivered from this cycle of sexual slavery by meeting good Christian souls who counseled her into a life of holiness and ended her demonic drive for sex. But we are not taking this story seriously, This is a common fantasy of hagiographies told by men who fear sex as much as they long for it. Such stories wind their way not only into Christianity, but Buddhism as well, To read Mary's story as I just did is to give it too much credit.
Holy men love stories about holy sluts. The idea of a holy whore who repents and becomes a celibate feeds the warped sexual imagination. The idea that the holy woman must have, at one point, been an outrageous slut, stimulates the undersexed Christian with the oversexed mind. In the Western Church, Christian men had already settled on the picture of the penitent slut as Mary Magdalene, but in the equally sex addicted and sexphobic patriarchy of the Orthodox world, Mary Magdalene's status was nearly as inviolate as the Virgin Mary's. They needed their own holy slut, enter Mary of Egypt.
Was there a Mary of Egypt always revered in the Holy Land? Possibly. Was she an outrageous slut who whored her way through a boat full of pilgrims to get the Holy Land? Doubtful. Was she separate from Mary Magdalene, or is it possible that she was Mary Magdalene, and her reputation was sullied in the East as it was in the West? This is speculation, but it is possible, for Mary Magdalene was seen as a hermitess, and certainly had monasteries built in her honor, and they were indeed in Syria and in Egypt.
A saint, like a hero or like a god has this great fortune, she does not have to be historically real to be real. It is enough that her archetypal existence correspond to something in the deeper reality which we reach not through history and science, but through visions and dreams. No matter what we say of Magdalene, she always has a link to the sexual and the sensuous, and while this is bad to Christianity, it is not bad in and of itself. She certainly captures the Asherah image of the Mother and the Lover more than the Virgin Mary ever could and so she may be more essential. Mary of Egypt seems to be, if not Magdalene, then part of her. Her story, looked at away from Christian eyes is interesting. A prostitute who does not take pay, but delights in sex and offers it freely is a sacred prostitute, and so we see Mary as sacred whore coming to the Holy Sepulcher, that is the Axis Mundi, the Omphalos and the Spiral Castle, and her she switches from being whore to celibate hermitess, the very other side of what she was. She enters as whore and crosses out of this place into the desert as Virgin.
Christianity stops the revolution of the spiral. There is no cycle. Things go in one direction. Assumedly, though, if she entered the Spiral Castle again and were spun out the other way, she would be Whore again. If she continued the cross, she would find herself in many permutations. Mary becomes the Two in One and the One in many, and this is brilliant because, of course, she is Mary of Egypt, and the oldest word for Egypt is Kem and the Arabs honestly called that land Al Chemy, so she is Mary of Alchemy, the Lady of the Great Work and the Chemical Marriage. Oh, Mary, Our Lady of the Sands, grant us clarity of heart and hand, whole hearted devotion for the Beloved, and the power of true prayer and dedication to the Great Work. Amen.
Christianity stops the revolution of the spiral. There is no cycle. Things go in one direction. Assumedly, though, if she entered the Spiral Castle again and were spun out the other way, she would be Whore again. If she continued the cross, she would find herself in many permutations. Mary becomes the Two in One and the One in many, and this is brilliant because, of course, she is Mary of Egypt, and the oldest word for Egypt is Kem and the Arabs honestly called that land Al Chemy, so she is Mary of Alchemy, the Lady of the Great Work and the Chemical Marriage. Oh, Mary, Our Lady of the Sands, grant us clarity of heart and hand, whole hearted devotion for the Beloved, and the power of true prayer and dedication to the Great Work. Amen.