Tuesday, November 19, 2019

at allantide


ii.

I haven’t written to him I haven written to him. Why should I write to him?
No one will write to him why don’t you write to him
To do a thing for a man who does nothing
for you is to be a fool, to do something once for someone lost in the grief
is grace.
After he hollow O is the third morning of Allantide.
When we had forgotten your sacred name and were passing out too
much candy for their little bodies to hold, it was cold and sleet and
dark grey.
Yesterday was a sunlight interruption, an eruption of all the silent
saints and now today we huddle in
the your dark womb making altars to those who were before
put up heaps of peaches and pairs turnips up and down the stairs,
carved with faces and teeth. And I am the lantern of he dead.
And you are the sacred head, and I am not looking for the way
back home,
for the way is here.
You went to England looking for the old country and climbed down Cornwall
looking for the world’s end, picked down shingles to Tintagel to see where
Arthur was born only to remember that your home is further
west than west, and the mound you worship on in Indiana was ancient
when Stonehenge was formed.
You thought ancient was only ancient to white men.
Here on the twisting Shagwa, the serpents in the rivers and the mothers
of the serpents of the water will teach you

I haven’t written to him I haven written to him. Why should I write to him?
No one will write to him why don’t you write to him?
He is still on the island prison, surrounded by grey waves.
Occasionally he can almost see the shore and long to build
A seahut
But, no more…
To do a thing for a man who does nothing
for you is to be a fool, to do something once for someone lost in the grief
is grace.

An act of mercy takes a minute, it travels with the speed of sound, it take
longer to conceive than do, longer to dismiss than to take and change
a corner of the world.
Shake out all the corners, the clean beasts come running while the other
are hidden in space
unclean was the lapwing,
I was the hound that hid all sacred things.


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