This is the third Sunday in Extraordinary Time, Radhakrishna, and I am thinking about an article I wrote in here called "Homecoming" which was a firm longing for all of us to come home religiously, as well as the feling tht returning to Hindu worship was a homecoming. But these last three weeks have been rough, for sure, bringing real lessons and real fears as well as true resolutions and deep prayers, and the truth is, I haven't mad this place, the place of Extraordinary Time my home in a long time. I still cling to a Catholcisim that is deadly and a Judaism that is dull. It is has been some time since I've sat down and really made a home of Hinduism, really steeped myself in Hindu prayer. Bfore Hinduism was a joy and a relief after Judaism and Christianity, and I equated it with fun, with release, but I didn't delve to the depths of it. As son as I was moving into the MarMain I was thining of going to church again, and when my parents betrayed me, I went back to church in full force And that's fine, I truly think that was a ncessary path, and even th path which eventually led to me fully embracing the Craft and embracing this life that I have now. But I think finally ,at last, Hindusim wants its time, at last, I am ready for it in earnest, for it deserves earnest treatment. I will alwaysbe Catholic, but I can only be an heretical one who never goes to Mass. I will always value Judaism, but I will also always never fully embrac and always be a pagan who believes in Jesus and celebrates his Incarnation. I will always think of Judaism as tribal and dull with bad food Advaita Vedantha I want to make a home of. I want to make a dedication I have never made before.
